Tears can't heal, I know

You don't understand how it broke my heart.

Even small things matter.

I'm not being a bitch but seriously I didn't expect that to happen, AGAIN.

It is hard being ALONE, with no help in an environment that I'm not familiar with.

My phone was dead and I feel so lost and helpless when you are not around.

You just don't understand what it takes to make me feel safe.

Just count me in for everything.

Is it that hard?

I count my friends in for everything after that horrible incident that made me lost my friend.

I just need a sense of SECURITY, a sense of BELONGING.

Is it that hard?

I might look tough and I was still kidding and playing with the others.

You don't know that I have a heart of a glass.

I don't feel safe.

I'm doubtful.

I have no confidence in myself.

I'm worried that I'm alone.

I'm worried that I don't have any friends.

I lost my best friends, my supports before.

I can't live without friends.

I really need you to prove me I'm worth to be your friend.

I gave you all my heart.

Can I have yours?

Tears can't heal, I know.

It will just make the wound deeper.

The flesh is now so exposed that you can always come and tear more out of it.

我感觉不到我渴望的安全感和存在感。