Pain

Perhaps a girl who haven't give birth to a child before can't claim that she's experiencing the worst pain in her life, though I look like I've gave birth to a child before. Well, the worst pain is not being overweight or fat of course ( It is most likely to be another pain ). OK now, what's the worst pain? When you have the determination but lack of energy and desire to do something. I'm so determined to score well in Structural Biochemistry test. However, my timetable is so packed that I have no time to prepare for it. I'm tired all the time.

Why suddenly say so? Because I want my blog to be a little EMO, not too much, just a little.

I want to share some sad things here, yet to state that life's full with hope.

This is the positive way of having your mindset, feel nor disappointment, nor sorrow, nor sadness.

Now, the positive part: I hope that I could be able to finish my studies on the paper and score well for it. Fingers crossed.

Define the undefined

Seems to be a little EMO today. Koko Krunch is nice, Milo is bitter. I also have no idea on that. Maybe Koko Krunch's too sweet. Did my A&P I lab assignment last night. Suddenly think of giving up. I don't know. It's just too hard for me to memorise all those muscles and bones. It's tough for me I guess. Temporalis, Masseter, Latissimus dorsi... Those are muscles FYI. Why not I just transfer to Econs? I have no guts to do it though. Yes you are right, I have no balls. Why should I? I'm a girl.

OK. Back to the EMO thing. Had read a few blogs and realise that most of my friends are unhappy and a lot of them are pretending to be happy. People hide the real them inside, and even their real feelings and emotions. A quote from Shakespear, if I'm not mistaken. It's about life is like on stage, everyone is their own master bla bla bla... I mean, does this really makes sense? Can we actually master our life?

Just throwing some English sentences. I know my English is bad. Changing my blogging style from Ryan Fung's style to Seok Yeng's style. Don't want to be lame anymore. Rather stay in this mode, looks more mature I think...

Maybe you will question till this point: What's undefined?? LIFE

Structural Biochemistry Test 1 is coming... Better get myself well prepared for it. Hope that my result's not gonna be too bad. Fingers crossed!

God's words are blessings

What good is it for you to gain the whole world, yet forfeit you soul?

Mark 8:36

God's words are good. He always gives me hints whenever I need them. His guidance are great. He leads people to a better life. Yes. He's the almighty one. He's always there, don't only pray for his guidance when you are in trouble. Pray always, anytime. Be thankful on everything you have. Pray every morning that you have the chance to live for another day. Do not only pray and ask for forgiveness, but try to avoid from commiting sins, God doesn't like them. Stay away from evil. Do not make friends with Satan. Satan will fill you up with ego and greediness. What good is it for you to gain the whole world, yet forfeit you soul? Take care of yourself and your soul. Pray if you think you are close to Satan.

I'm a child of God, not a child of money and status.

Lessons' learned. Bravo. Thanks God.

Escape

Suddenly thought of giving this blog a new look. The new look, the new me. Well, at least I'm "officially" a uni student now. This is certainly something different from the past. However, my English still sucks, my face remains ugly, my bodyshape remains round, my hair... err, my hairstyle is different now. Still trying my best to get rid of so called problems regarding friendship. What to do? I'm not a good friend sometimes.

Escape? Why escape? I'm tired of seeing those unfavourable things happened around. I'm tired of being biase, am I? I'm tired of gossipping about others, I'm tired of being SINFUL. I want the old me, the me who was once happy, who prayed to God everyday, who felt joyful and blessed all the time. Where is she? Maybe she's hiding, deep inside my heart and I have to find her back.

Praying for the changes yet to happen. Cheers, I might find the better me.

Degree life~

This is not good I tell y'all. Life is packed with test, assignments, tutorial questions, lab reports. Ahdui~ Get fed up with all this already, then still got time and mood to blog here? Ish~ Relax for a while can ar?? You see ar, now week 4 already.

• Week 4 - Anatomy and Physiology quiz
• Week 5 - Structural Biochemistry test 1
• Week 6 - Maths assignment due
• Week 7 - Dunno what mid term
• Week 8 - Principles of Nutritions assignment due + A & P lab assignment due

Week 9, week 10..... Non-stop la!! Yiyeerrrr~ Stupid biological drawings!! How to draw??? So much of them >.<>

By the way, I've cut my hair!! Err, guess this might be less important... Maybe you guys never care about it also... OK now always got typo error coz my nails are LONG!!!! Can attack people d... Hooray!!!!! Hahahaha^^ But very "ma fan" also la~ Cut them off??? Lazy lar~~ Aiyah... See how first lor~! Chao....

Found 1 funny video... Go and watch it la! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aR2RPISdo0Q

Vanakkam!

Gotta tell y'all about the spelling thing! I got 8 correct out of 17.... What the~~ It's some new words that we never learn before. I spelled "kaal" instead of "kal"... Haiz~ That's a huge difference between "aa" and "a" u know~

Hmm~ What else to spill here??? I think I'm done!! What the tuut....

No la~ Cannot like that 1... Long long one time update, mana boleh macam ini??

Ok la~ I already add in another line~ Work done!!!! Tadahhh~~~~~~~

Update~

Miss my dad so so so much. Well it's certainly not only because of Father's Day. I, I just miss him so much! I was kinda shock when I found his Facebook account. What the~~~ Orang tua still wanna FB, then put name as Wong Wah Wah some more...act cute kah?? Ahah! Gotcha! Then wanna "kao lui" on FB izit? Put birthdate 1973 wah~ Nieh~~ Hahaha!! So sweet to have a dad like Wah Wah <3

Talking about FB, I am so so so addicted to Poker nowadays. Aiyah, Chinese marr~sure like to gamble 1... Then the best thing is, I do have LUCK! The probability of winning is around 75% I think... Hope that I won't lose my chips lor~~ (Ooooii~~Touch wood touch wood!!! Choi!!!) Then hor... Actually I don't know how to play FB also. Not expert. I only know how to do quiz and Poker. But nowadays better d, coz I know how to poke people~ Beware!!! Muahahahaha^^

Erm~~gtg.... Wanna study SPELLING arrr!!! Tamil 1 >.<

Zoinks~

Shall I do so??

I've read quite an amount of blogs and found that people likes to tell about their life and feelings in their blog.

And ermmm.... I actually found my blog quite dull....

Well you know, DULL~~

Is this the time to actually "reveal" my life or what?

But I really don't know how to express my feelings in words, or sentence, or in an essay... Whatever~

Are the others interested in what we'd get or loss?

BLOG = DIARY???

Uhmmm....

Don't ask me...

At least I enjoy reading others'~



OK~For now...

I am like: WOW! I'm blogging in proper English...

Errr....

Maybe a little broken I guess...



OK~

A new decision yet to be made...

Shall I blog about my daily activities and all those irrelevant stuffs here?

Hmmm....

Yet to be discovered~!

Anyway,

I will try 1 on the next post I think....

Wish me luck!

I hope to have happy posts all the time!!!

Gan-ba-teh neh!!!!!!^^

Long time no see~

Hello!!!!
Long time no see!!!
Bye~~~^^










(p/s:ini ah moi sudah gila?)