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I know myself was a bit outdated these days as I rarely go online and I really did not catch up with some of my friends' recent activities. I'm so sorry that I even did not contact you guys. I'm really too busy that I could be so LAZY to turn on my laptop. Also I have started to think of abandoning my phone. Damn it's just too RETARDED. How could I do this? OMG you'll never know.

Time flies and it's already December, my favorite month of all =)

But I'm not happy today and I wonder why.

A feeling of FEAR came across to me since yesterday night.

It's a fear of UNCERTAINTY and I hate it!

I'm not sure what's going on but I'm worrying of the future again.

DAMN.

Maybe a long break isn't good at all.

Your mind will start to wander around when you have nothing to think about.

I've been resting my mind for such a long time where I don't have to deal with people and tasks.

I don't have to use my tricky mind to deal with people.

I've been resting and now that I choose to avoid myself into all those unfavorable stuffs.

I choose to be lazy.

I withdraw myself from the society.

I make myself being isolated.

DAMN.

But it's OK because everything will be fine once I'm out again =)

I'm so sorry if I didn't contact with you guys.

Just want to let you all know that I miss you guys and I still love you all!

By the way~

Congratulations to my dear cousin and I would like to send my wishes to the newlyweds Jason and Rachel !

Be thankful and grateful that you have find yourselves a perfect partner!

You two make such a sweet couple and it's definitely not easy to come across so many circumstances to stay together!

Gong Hei Gong Hei!

Stay sweet =)

By the way there are also wedding plans from some other cousins.

Woo Hoo~

Get to gather and makan again!

OMG so many good news from the family!

2 new born babies and 1 more coming next week!

The very BIG family is even growing BIGGER =)

Get yours soon Rachel =P