Tuesday, September 21, 2010

No longer VIP

Sometimes it's really sad and pathetic that I just can't stop thinking of him whenever I'm free.
I would rather get my life filled with all those packed assignments and also tests to get rid of it.
Not to mention his calls during the weekends.
It's annoying but at the same time I realize that I do need him sometimes.
Maybe just a listener who cares about me and knows how to make me joyful again.
I'm just an ordinary girl.
Yes I can be tough but I really want to be treated as a girl sometimes.
Maybe a warm hug or some soothing words can make me feel better.
But seems like I'm the one who's suffering from this unknown relationship.
Am I too stupid to get rid of this?
I've been trying so hard on ignoring this but I just couldn't help with it.
You'll just dig in when I've decided to give up on you.
Don't ever try to occupy a space in my heart again.
There's a lot of holes and it's getting worse.
I don't like you anymore.
Don't approach me again.
I won't fall for you again.
You don't deserve it.
Because you're such an irresponsible person making a girl sad.

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